Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Monday, April 22, 2013
- 12:33 am
"where have you been?"
"i've been gone."
"who have you been?"
"i've been gone."
"try to keep your eyes open this time round. too many too many's for my own liking these days."
"too many too many ends."
ends are good for one thing; ends are punctuation, where theres a stop; and so must follow a start. but this isn't the start it sounds like it should be; its a pause, and the start comes after. bated breath, the space between the flash of lightning and the crack of thunder; here it is, welcome. we're back.
just checked in; to see what condition my condition was in
the dust of day, oppressive sun is past; night is come. it makes welcome return; there is solace to be found in the folds of its veil; in the solitude, the quiet. you redeem yourself in your own head as you frantically seek to rearrange (undistracted) the broken pieces of what was into something you think resembles a fleeting image of continuity. its all a story, being retold again and again; birth life death birth life death and the cycle continues. each time something happens a little different; something feels a little different; voices louder, thoughts are forming, time is, passing heart is breaking; until everything falls so nicely into place that you decide its time to start chasing forever; before abruptly you are reminded of your mortality. its not too bad. who wants to live forever?
so here it is; a return, to words; for comfort, for meaning. in days to come they will fall from the sky, plunging downwards (drop drop) to dew leaves, trees and the tip of your tongue. and i will watch, from my window, and i will write the rain.
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nothing gold can stay
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