Wednesday, November 29, 2006
- 7:15 pm
felt like death through the night
winter burn, angelic flight
thanks, i guess.
fin
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
- 5:12 pm
king daddy*
nada valgo sin tu amor
fin
- 1:50 am
king killa of the chinchillaz
fin
Monday, November 27, 2006
- 1:05 am
yakshamash! my name akesh and i am make the write from hotel here in london. my purpose of trip is for make documentary on good place london so learning is available in glorious country of singapore. i am also much inspire by good kazhakhi reporter borat, who is show i am just watch. it may be have the r21 in singapore but here in london i can watch easy easy. it such funny for watch him put sack for catch and marry pamela anderson! i am much inspiration for doing this to special girl i know. many pain in my heart for miss of friend. even mr jesus cannot make disappear like how make for borat (or so he think). but i not care. london is good place but soon i am for returning is much goodness. i am wait with much happy on face until water is come from eye in remember. casino royale is also being watch in odeum theatre where is premiere two week ago. i sit in chair micheal jackson is sit in. he like touch little children, but i no like. i like touch chocolate. it taste good.
che quiy! now i give make of answer question from many reporter peoples.
1. how old did you wish you were?
i like my age but 19s good.
2. where were you when 911 happened?
i forgot. who cares?
3 what do you do when vending machine steals your money?
it doesnt. good vending machine.
4 do you count yourself kind?
to good people i think.
5 if you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
a dragon on my back. or no tattoo. its all good.
6 if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
portuguesa! then i can talk to all me imaginary brazilian mates.
7 do you know your neighbours?
in sunset way, very well. we been playin soccer for 14 years. if its rafflesia, then yupp since they be me skoolmates.
8 what do you consider a vacation?
any foreign location with good company.
9 do you follow your horoscope?
nope, last time i checked its all rubbish.
10 would you move for the person you love?
yupp. loves a good thing. moving doesnt really matter to me since i left sunset way i feel like a nomad now. but it has to be a good place= no ghettoes!
11 are you touchy feely?
you decide.
12 do you believe that opposites attract?
y'never know.
13 dream job?
wildlife photographer/documentarist for nat geo. good ol attenborough.
15 favorite place to go on weekends?
anywhere beautiful with good company. usually sunset park.
16 showers or baths?
if i had my way, long warm tubs with good company :)
17 do you paint your nails?
not any more!
18 do you trust people easily?
yupp! good news is i only trust good people. perceptive young lad i am.
19 what are your phobias?
heights and large insects- read cockroaches- YUCK
20 do you want kids?
i think so. a boy and a girl.
21 do you keep a handwritten journal?
yupp. but i burn the pages and get em online. or i just burn the poems and scripts i dont actually copy down. feels nice to leave space for more things.
22 where would you rather be right now?
sunset way
23 who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
shiny happy people and on occasion, barney the dinosaur. football at the d! the d i say.
24 heavy or light sleeper?
very very heavy. hard to fall asleep and harder to wake.
25 are you paranoid?
nope. paranoia is for the insecure. but i do have this thing for tidiness.
26 are you impatient?
yes, immensely. i hate waiting for anything.
27 who can you relate to?
my dad, hazmi bhavan and nadia.
28 how do you feel about interracial couples?
race and religion are just lines drawn to divide people. ive been in a few interracial relationships m'self and theyve been good. think british and viet.
29 have you been burned by love?
two years ago and never again. ever.
30 what's your favorite pick-up line?
i dont do pickup lines.
31 what's your main ringtone on your mobile?
mr bombastic by shaggy.
32 what were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping london time, visiting me uncle singapore time.
33 what did the last text on your cellphone say?
anything nice cos i know you have good taste from sarah (the hazmi one)
34 whose bed did you sleep in last?
the one at this paddington suites hotel.
35 what color shirt are you wearing?
white and green. lover, not a fighter mind you.
36 most recent movie you watched?
borat: cultural learnings for make benefit glorious nation of kazakhstan!
37 name five things you have on you at all times.
my wallet, my handphone, love, my ipod nano and room keys.
38 what color are your bedsheets?
some intricate reddish maroon design.
39 how much cash do you have on you right now?
£5?
40 what is your favorite part of the chicken?
the breast meats pretty tender
41 what's your favorite town/city?
its a three way tie between venice, honolulu and rio de janiero.
42 i cant wait till...?
im pretty much happy taking things one step at a time.
43 what did you have for dinner last night?
i dont do dinner very often.
44 do you own a gun?
nope. guns are bad, i hope never to come near one. oh wait NS!
45 what do you prefer to drink in the morning?
coffee or coke, caffeines the charm.
46 where do you think you'll be in 10 years time?
in a court of law defending some firm.
47 last thing you ate?
SALMON my favourite
48 what songs do you sing in the toilet?
i like john lennon and maroon 5
49 last thing that made you laugh?
i laugh lots so i cant really remember.
50 worst injury you've ever had?
continual ankle problems (the left one!) or was it my nice little harry potter one.
51 does someone have a crush on you?
dont know, dont care.
52 what's your favorite candy?
dark chocolate
53 what song do you want played at your funeral?
i will never die, but at my fake funeral amsterdam by coldplay will do.
54. four random people to do this?
nadia ajit dheesha and namita.
fin
Sunday, November 26, 2006
- 2:45 pm
ive realised that london is full of three things- immigrants (mainly indian and eastern europeans who run the hotels and shops), pretty north indian girls (which means that ive been very friendly and made many friends) and fat people. its like the place where the morbidly obese come to die. its like 641 here in the morning and stuff is good and fun. i just came from a store to get a bottle of dr pepper and the days news and hahaha i saw the indians owners chase some eastern european guy out with a broom. he was trying to nick some beer, the poor sod. going off to hyde park to see people swear at the government in the bit (and do a bit of government bashing m'self) and then to watch borat since its R21 in singapore. plenty a drinks from DFS so to my guys in singapore (bhavan james and haz especially), no worries. we be rollin soon. we had trouble since the stupid bar lost their wine opener but thank god this wonderful british couple lent us theirs so yupp my dad and me been winin and dinin like kings. good life.
its like ive come home. and get this; im speakin properly again. glory glory. but yupp, i miss singapore. big london match today (man u chelsea). hope man u get destroyed hehe. im doin good round these parts. till next time then.
fin
- 1:34 am
i write this from a cafe in london with a hot cup of coffee next to me. its pretty cold here but its beautiful. at first it felt strange but i get this feeling of belonging here; all my memories like dug up again- its like ive seen this before. my hands are bitterly cold from having scrounged about some leaves. no snow! the whole place is dark by about 430 in the afternoon and here its 532 and looking like 1030 in singapore. in other news, liverpool just won (AND I COULDNT EVEN SEE IT IN BLOODY LONDON). i met my uncle ara and his family and hes brilliant, as is his place. im staying at paddington suites i think and am quite familiar with the place now. we take the tube everywhere. soon we're gonna see casino royale, LSE, 221B Baker St and the museum of natural sciences. ive been taking lots of pictures, and i miss all of you so very much; so i cant wait to get back to singapore. it took 14 bleedin hours to get here, but 11 back so heres to sunny singapore! where everything is cheap and good. lets put it this way- a small meal will put you back $30, and a ride to paddington hit us for $87. my dads pretty cool about it, but im freaking out. prices prices! everything in singapore is so cheap, and everything works so well. beautiful beautiful singapore. i cant wait to get back, but not after seeing a bit more of lovely london and catching something at the west end. and going shopping a course. hope everything in singapore is okay, take care everybody. :)
fin
Friday, November 24, 2006
- 9:59 am
natures first green is gold
her hardest hue to hold
im off to london for a week,
but ill take plenty a pictures,
so no worries aiite?
be back soon,
and then
we gonna get it on y'all.
you be takin good care a y'self aiite.
cya'll friday.
so dawn goes to day
nothing gold can stay
fin
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
- 10:43 pm
Here are your waters and your watering place.
Drink and be whole again beyond confusion.
a's end tomorrow :)
fin
Friday, November 17, 2006
- 10:08 pm
and so the devil candies over all sins, and that which heaven terms vile, that names he, complemental.
no matter what happens, everyday something invariably happens to remind me of you. anyways the gauntlet is over. five days, six papers all done. just SEAsian left for monday and HOD and co for wednesday and im done, and with straightened hair on monday. what then, aside from singapore ramblings with dheesh, nights out with close friends and starbucks afternoons? i dont know.
todays PC was great, and i guess its because of you. two years ago, you showed me this poem you loved- ozymandias, and for that i loved it too; figures cos it came out for the poetry comparison today.
I met a traveller from an antique land
Who said:—Two vast and trunkless legs of stone
Stand in the desert. Near them on the sand,
Half sunk, a shatter'd visage lies, whose frown
And wrinkled lip and sneer of cold command
Tell that its sculptor well those passions read
Which yet survive, stamp'd on these lifeless things,
The hand that mock'd them and the heart that fed.
And on the pedestal these words appear:
"My name is Ozymandias, king of kings:
Look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!"
Nothing beside remains: round the decay
Of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare,
The lone and level sands stretch far away.
thanks thenu, for the poem and the memories.
fin
Sunday, November 12, 2006
- 9:05 pm
virtus et diciplina
lets go
fin
Friday, November 03, 2006
- 11:43 pm
well, here i am. and for the first time in a long time, im me. talking to the sky off blades of dewy grass. soaked by the rain and holding the elements close to my heart. i dont know. no pretenses, no facades.
have you ever seen the way
the night takes the day
leaving nothing to chance
in their daily romance
i came home and sat by the pool for a while and i talked to the sky. and i talked about the world, and pain and humanity; and then i left my body, and i saw everything. and i think i finally understand the human condition. its beautiful. so we're letting the cables sleep, just for tonight.
i am.
fin
- 12:13 am
hare krishna hare rama
P.S HAIL ZEUS KING OF THE GODS
P.P.S AND TO A LIMITED EXTENT, RA
im sorry if you feel left out forseti, but you and anubis get plenty love too. :)
fin
Thursday, November 02, 2006
- 11:53 pm
this is rather heavy and potentially offensive, so please note that this is just an opinion. my opinion.
in the understanding that nothing in the universe means anything at all will the human race finally be at peace with his surroundings. sure, our collective insignificance and the pettiness of our little thoughts may be hard to accept at first, but eventually, with enlightenment will come understanding, as precedes the ultimate destruction of our baseless construct, belief. we question our purpose here. why does everything have to have a purpose? why should a caterpillar have to exist at all to be part of a food chain that doesnt have to exist? because it already exists, for the sole purpose of maintaining the existence of other organisms. sadly, we've done more destroying than anything else, so heres a toast to that. what created us? god? so what created god? gods god? and what created gods god? gods gods god? how can so many different people of different races and cultures believe that they were created by different people when we are all so evidently the same? of course the usual arguments will appear; god is everywhere, god is omnipotent, our ol chumbucket god was swaggerin around his toga parties even before the universe was created. why cant we believe that space was there all along instead? theres this human need of ensurance that our creator looks like us (probably why he created us in his image huh), this human need for reassurance such that human frailties are always backed up by a higher being. somebody else always needs to take the fall, somebody else always needs to be accountable. im not saying religion is bad right now. religion is good- its promotes fraternity and kinship amongst groups of people, but can stir hatred for other religions in the face of clashing ideologies and irreconcilable difference. race and religion are just excuses to further divide man. dont talk to me about uniformity and preserving religion for its role as the walking stick of feeble mankind; because ill gladly take peace and love over all the violence and murder committed in the name of religion worldwide. morality as dictated by fear of retribution and punishment at death? get a life.
- 7:10 pm
tired frustration.
gp just now. no problems. did the question 2,
"the picture is more powerful than mere words".
threw in my dominique la'pierre, mandela, gandhi, picasso, frost, hardy and bertrand russell among others.
dheesh is right, change sucks.
sometimes its for the better,
but it doesnt always have to feel right.
fin
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
- 10:43 pm
these past months hazmi and i been on a workout regime and im really glad to finally add a notch to the old belt because i can finally do brazilian sets (although of only 5); so called because theyre a green weight for 10kg and a yellow one for 15 on either side, bringing it up to a total of 55kg, bar included. im real proud of myself, considering how three months ago i was still struggling with 20kg. not bad huh.
guess its time to hit up them a levels. lets get it on.
fin
- 11:53 am
for a while
for a while; once a while
we'd learn of some peace
for a while; then a while
all pain were to cease
when memories desire
come falling down
passion, the fire,
melancholy, the crown
for tears that glisten
like jewels in light
that hold like dew
in the darkness of night
now hide some new sorrow
a feeling of dread
that whence come tomorrow
will find our life dead
and as the seasons turn
and as the emotions burn
the sunset cry of the skylark
grows cold and stark
the imprint of hands on memory
all serve to remind
of what consternates constantly
and a closer love to bind
of anguish, soft and sorrowful
hurt too deep for regret
an end to all things beautiful
once more a heart to let
when cold and pain in sepia tones
left woe across her face
out would come an extended hand
to wipe away all trace
tis a different kind of butterfly
now fluttering in the wind
all thats left for love to hope
that fate should be so kind
and so for a while; once in a while
you'd grab life by the heart,
till finally, the dictate of pride,
tore you both apart.
fin