Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Saturday, April 25, 2009
- 2:29 pm
its now, in the cold darkness, that the desolation hits you. the solitude of the expansive night, like the sky over the vast stretches of constructed nothing we have construed from the fabric of our reality. a chill wind blows through, caressing, inviting a reunion with the essence of being. there are no stars this night, obscured as they are by the clouds, no rain; only silence.
to have had somebody, shared the entirety of being with; gave some reason to reasonless existence; because there was emotion, and it was pure; and it was something out of the nothing. something to centre life around, to take care of, to protect, to dream with. but circumstances were as they were; and had to give that up. for pride, for folly, for love. what is no longer there; but yet, the glimmer of flickering light, pure, brilliant and beautiful. and so, now, in the bitterness of the empty dark, there is no comforting voice at the other end of the line to assuage this grief, this love burns inside. no longer for what was, for what isn't. there is no solace from the night this time, only the quiet air of untrammeled sorrow.
silence/harmony/artifice/reflection/nihilism
the light in my room is darker than the gloom outside. i am a shadow, flitting from thought to thought, unexpressed expressions protesting, heaving in turmoil within the confines of my insignificance. love is blind until you find something more. love is blind until you see the irrepressible beauty in another being. love is something more than the nothing everything else is. to love is to share.
the silence is broken by the movement of the clouds; and soft whispers of moonlight ease their way down through the sussurus of leaves once more.
tum agar saath dene ka vaada if u promise to be by me forever
fin
nothing gold can stay
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