Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Monday, April 06, 2009
- 3:09 am
"well, here i am. and for the first time in a long time, im me. talking to the sky off blades of dewy grass. soaked by the rain and holding the elements close to my heart. i dont know. no pretenses, no facades.
have you ever seen the way the night takes the day leaving nothing to chance in their daily romance
i came home and sat by the pool for a while and i talked to the sky. and i talked about the world, and pain and humanity; and then i left my body, and i saw everything. and i think i finally understand the human condition. its beautiful. so we're letting the cables sleep, just for tonight.
i am." -Nov 3 2006
i remember writing this. it was a still november night back in 2006; i'd just gotten back from a rehearsal and was walking home when i suddenly realised how beautiful the night was. it was right then when i truly realised how alone we are; how to still my heart and become a part of everything. since then i've been lost for so long its been hard finding where i stand but i think im getting there.
its three twenty-one after midnight but i cant sleep. its just that right now, i need to write. god its been so long. the last time was that november night i closed my eyes. theyre opening again.
i'm coming home.
fin
nothing gold can stay
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