Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Friday, October 27, 2006
- 12:50 am
so we have our hues and shades of tempestuous, fiery passion and silent suffering and hold them as closely to our hearts as the paintset you got on your fourth birthday. we slather these paints all over our canvas till the sheet is sopping, dripping wet, until we learn masquery and create our illusionary facades. Cutting holes in the canvas, so very little really shows, for the sake of the display of our continued humanity, hiding our disorder and chaos from the world; our painted reveries swirl and twirl about, melding themselves into new forms, shapes and colours but retaining something of vibrancy.
eventually you realise that the things you do in life are like cards being stacked up to make a castle with the striking similarity that at the end of the day, everything is going to topple down anyway. manic depressivity is a problem as bad as bulimia but we dont really care about that; when youre prone to depression the shades of gray reach out from shadows beyond walls to pull you into their web of oblivion and mental anguish.
when i reminisce ignorance was bliss back in the days that the magic existed never be the way it was cause the way it was is trapped in a myth
releasing your superconcentrated trickle of emotion from your eyes, you direct its beam over the canvas to watch it burn and crumble away from the searing intense heat until you realise you've lost the plot and need to start again, or forever hold your peace.
so when we were good just close your eyes
fin
nothing gold can stay
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