Thursday, March 30, 2006
- 11:15 pm
got love songs in my head; killing us away
my friends are so depressed
i watched the sunset today as usual. the sky is beautiful when the sun sinks low over the horizon, a brilliantly painted tapestry in hues of orange, red and pink. its brings with it something akin to a sense of closure, as the day is finished and a night follows through.
and what she said was something beautiful
there are those beautiful nights, when rain pours down from the sky, covering foliage and concrete alike in a glistening sheen of wet, kissing the grass with every drop and soaking through my tired soul, rejuvenating and tying it further down to the world; finding time to meet your essence physically and spiritually. there are those nights when slow clouds accentuate the moon glowing softly in its bed of deep, velvet purple; nights for singing softly, nights for bonding with the stars, for reflection. and then there are nights like this, when the crushing blackness of the exterior envelopes and smothers everything beyond the light; pushing into the weak radii of security and comfort provided by the dimly glowing street lights. outside, on my balcony, all the candles have gone out with the passage of time, all save one. the small candle burns feebly, guttering but fighting on against the pervasive press of the dark. slowly it melts, and darkness presses in that much closer. then a chill wind snatches at the flickering glory of this tiny beacon; it is extinguished in one fell swoop; and the darkness presses in once more.
das feuer liebt mich
das feuer liebt nicht
everything i show you is a piece of my death
fin
hit the stars
