amour amour

Monday, January 02, 2006

- 3:58 pm

skool starts tomorrow. now some of us here are probably getting so excited about it that they cant help the multiple orgasms they are experiencing but quite frankly i dont give a shite. its gonna be pretty sweet having something occupy your mind other than the various tortuous things keeping you awake at night. besides, theres whiskey in the jar, so thats reason enough for a laugh and a good old scottish jig.

so there we were.

even though its gonna crumble down
ill keep building till you come around
even though its gonna fall apart,
break my heart,
ill keep building till i die

its really dumb to go killing yourself without a cause when there are so many nobler causes you could die for, instead of just telling yourself lifes not worth living.

if i see another 'the girl with the broken smile' on msn, im gonna tell her to straighten up that smile you stupid little sop, or ill smack you.

so many people on msn advertising their lack of attachment, hoping that the whoever they like see their nick, and that poof! magical things happen, and they fall in love. well it dont work that way. you like someone - you tell them straight to the face, and what happens- happens. if your lucky- then thats fantastic, but if your unlucky - then you can go spend the rest of your life in manic depression or whatever. because i learnt it too, except that i made a mistake. dont let social misconceptions, or whats deemed 'right' or 'wrong' to the vast majority of society mould your decisions - you are who you are. the first six months of this year i was horridly miserable because i made a mistake, but these things happen for a reason. maybe its to meet someone else a hundred billion times better, maybe its because you two just werent made for each other, werent alike, dint see someone you could love back inside. so enough of all the 'yournameislikewateronmylips' or 'youcaughtmewhenifell' or 'the girl with the broken smile' because really- its quite stupid. how can a name be like water? its just a bloody word? sure, you might be in love with a person, and like everything about them, even their beautiful name, but why advertise it to the whole world when itd be much better to say it personally to the person? you caught me when i fell. big deal. personally i think itd been much more interesting if whoever had stepped aside and wed get to some dead soppy sod lying on the ground. now thats entertainment. but really, do away with these stupid nicknames, and if you really like someone - tell them. if it doesnt work out at first - then try harder if you think someday it might, but its best to have known the person for a number of months or weeks, or communicate regularly with them before going and asking them. you have to be prepared to deal with who they are, and if your lucky, and you see yourself in that person; gotta feel like theres some kinda clickin between the two a you - its not gonna be a problem - but if your not? then i really dont see how you could be in 'love' with the person unless their really hot. and that isnt even really love, thats just bloody superficial. look at our friends whatshisname and bauzirah (name changed to protect identity). Sure,tt girl might have trouble squeezing through doors, but the fact of the matter is - nevermind. i dont really know or care, nor do i understand why im preaching to you people, who obviously are gonna go on with your own lives. its okay to be a bit sentimental sometimes, its okay to be in love with someone, its all okay, but its retarded when you like someone and dont have the guts to tell them straight to the face. relationships are a lot of fun when theyre right because dont forget - it means you got one other person you can count on 24-7 and spend time with- wholl always be there no matter what, and never think your stupid. theres lots of other stuff to it, but i dont feel like going on about it, you people figure it out for yourself.

just dont grab people and say things to them like
a flower for a flower
and yes, the guy who did say that is still single.

but everything changes after relationships begin - because you got new meaning to life - and you gonna start enjoying life a heck of a lot more, if its sincere.

i drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door

im off.

and whatever it is-

youll find your person - eventually.
(unless your name is dorcas the annoying door to door salesman. may your days be filled with misery and suffering. :) )

fin