Tuesday, January 10, 2006
- 4:00 am
the fire loves me
das feuer liebt mich
das feuer liebt nicht
the fire loves me not
das feuer liebt mich
mein brennende liebe
hilf mir
I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back
i woke up uncharacteristically late today, and i walked down in some semi dreamy state. the tranquility of my dreamy state was smashed to bits by the sun. the warm yellow sun shining down amdist the cold of the clouds.
sorrow is indefinable in full form, and only in grammatical sense based on comparisons to sadness and in situation
rebelstarr
and its night again. which means i can go out and look at that one star. that star in the night sky who looks down at the world because when she comes down to us all, shes our sweetest angel, the most beautiful star in the universe. nothing can be more beautiful than that star, because her long, flowing black tresses are like streams flowing in the moonlight; softly and slowly. her sparkly eyes have more life in them than anything else, and light up any room she enters. her soft brown deer eyes, below her finely formed eyebrows. and with the sweetest smile anyone could ever smile, she leaves us and goes back up to the heavens, where she is hid by the clouds. but she'll come out again, because she'll shine right through the clouds. shes the figure of perfection, because nothing could ever be as beautiful as she is. you go and think what you want, but see if i care, because it doesnt matter to me what any of you think of her. im crazy, because i love with a star. and i shall call her by my name for her. my star, because she'll forever be mine, while i might never be hers. sweet star up in the night sky, come down and greet us with your warm glow and say someday that you be here with me forever and never. because when i die, i wanna go up there and be with you, or should i travel to a higher place, look down upon you forever.
It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
then a snap back to reality
and hes furious with himself
this isnt you he said
but its better than being dead
amour amour
fin
hit the stars
