Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Sunday, January 01, 2006
- 6:43 pm
new year woulda been great if only i could remember most of what happened yesterday. so i guess i should be apologisin to that chick i told to fuck off (whoever you are), but aside from that from what i got from my friends i had quite a sweet time yesterday dancin with four other chicks singin a bit and happily giving out phone numbers while those idjits just giggled and dropped me quite a few messages today which i done got rid of. live and let die y'know; best not to play a few but stick true to one which im already doin although the reason deserts me (it flies in the face of reason! it boggles the mind! and then it lies down in a corner and falls asleep). ended up whackin some bangla yesterday accordin to some people while another random bangla tried to pick a fight in taka (at least i remember that). but hey! all in all it was good though i think i went down to cricket club for a while after that and then resumed m'clubbin ways where apparently a lot a good shite happened although what happened on my blog when i got home bordered on tragic. way to make a first post for the new year.
i tried to be perfect it just wasnt worth it nothing could ever be so wrong
now mosta you people who have been visitin m'blog in recent times woulda noticed a few discrepancies here and there in the style of writing OR two bloody entries one a which was supposed to be saved as a draft while the other shouldnta been there at all. to all concerned and mentioned i offer my sincerest apologies and dammit none a that shoulda been there at all so i ask that everybody disregard whatever was and take it as non grata and the product of a manic depressive mind in full bloom. oh what the fuck its not like i really give a damn. what was, was and anyways 2006 is here although that dont really change much its nice to know that 2005 is gone- it was a total piece a shite except maybe towards the end but guess what? its done with, so there.
its hard to believe me it never gets easy i guess i knew that all along
last nights party at taka was brilliant; i danced with the RJ dance king (that would be matin) and he was brilliant. people stopped just to look at him. anyways matin hadri azizul maxine (and her boyfriend) hazmi yam abel sarah nadya and whole bunch a other people were there. its been so long since ive spoken to nadia gosh it was great meetin her again. anyways shes doin some pet sittin company thing so if your interested let her know. but yeah we were down there and although the djs did mess it up a bit it was great on the whole. its great knowin that finally im gettin things back together; actually no theyre all over the place but we'll take everything as it comes. quite frankly i dont know what im doing but then again i never did.
this place is so empty my thoughts are so tempting i dont know how it got so bad
so yeah. welcome to 2006. i havent made any new years resolutions because im not gonna keep any of them anyways but hell im lookin forward to another year of drama, to dramafeste, SYF and the annual production and to all the shite thats gonna come along. j2 next year which is pretty sweet because it means im this close to gettin out of the education system so we'll leave it at that.
wont you take a walk outside
it was so bright and sunny today so of course it had pour at 530 sharp as we were all gettin ready for soccer but too bad i guess- no worries.
its not the leavin of liverpool that grieves me but my darlin when i think of ye
so they were all like time waits for no man; and i wait for nobody, the next play in the works.
the end has no end
fuck it
fin
nothing gold can stay
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