Thursday, December 15, 2005
- 9:46 pm
im so tired. so so tired, its like im burning out. days of playing soccer, gymmin and then sleepless nights are killing me. but right now i guess theres nothing to do but wait.
oh but shes gorgeous and brilliant. its fantastic talking to her and being with her, but now i will wait, wait and see whats gonna be. and i love you, gosh i do, like nobody else for the longest time. and i know you'll be gone for some time but it doesnt make any difference to me because ill wait. like i am now.
every night grows a bit darker, every word a bit softer.
and i burn.