Sunday, December 11, 2005
- 10:33 pm
its strange how random life is. one day your one way, the next day another. meeting new people who have the potential to influence your life in huge ways or simply shoving another 1000 calories of the crud they call food around fast food chains; its all going to add up.
i was talking to harriet yesterday. her uncles brothers sister had a problem and so i decided to empathise with her and so pretended to be her uncles brothers third sister twice removed.
akesh*// amo: you know i hate this feeling
akesh*// amo: ive felt it before
akesh*// amo: but ive never hated it as much as i do now
TeEn DrInKiN: wat feeling?
TeEn DrInKiN: of likin som 1?
akesh*// amo: of fallin in love with somebody you just only
met. for how you can speak to them; just as you.
akesh*// amo: of wantin to meet them just to be around
them
akesh*// amo: of thinkin of them long after their gone
akesh*// amo: and the stupidest part is how you cant stop
TeEn DrInKiN: cod u tel her som of da stuf u sed 2 me lik
wen u meet her more/
TeEn DrInKiN: but lik she mite feel da same way an den it
wodn suk
TeEn DrInKiN: lol
TeEn DrInKiN: coz ud lik both lik each ova lol
harriet is a jolly decent friend. thanks old thing. in the end i decided we shouldnt talk about her aunts (twice removed) problem.
once somebody said that it was scary the way life could throw anything it wanted at you and youd be forced to take it. stupid fucka. your life is yours to make what you will of it, and at the end of the day everything is like you; and the things you do.
so help me god because im in a predicament i really hoped would not hit me, but it has, like that splotch of birdshit on your new zara shirt. and thats an understatement.
fallin in love is the worst kinda shite you can get yourself into.
its all happenin at the wrong time; but not for the wrong reasons; and i dont give a fuck. so come on,
lets get it on.
fin
hit the stars
