Saturday, December 24, 2005
- 1:25 am
so i think a lot.
the dust of storms that have come to pass settle upon the mutilated visage of memories of times long gone. and then change, finally, after so long like a gust of fresh wind has come to sweep it all away, and make something new as we revel in the godlessness of our banal human frenzy, for a moment, only to return to the ritualistic habits of day.
in the dark
its been so long, too long. too long a time to go without a return of that unrequisited amour, and slowly, we fall, to be enveloped by the night and lost to the world. to be gone, to disappear within a fold of time and become a part of the night; and the matter of being.
and i rave bout how you behave
and i love the way you talk
your beautiful as your name
your like my favourite damn disease
i havent been able to sleep properly the past few night, wrangling with all the thoughts drifting peripatetically through my mind, or settling various issues in the calm chill of the morning; and slowly it is happening.
girl, its so hard for me
to believe how far ive fallen
for you
and i'd do it every damn day
an end of days
fin
hit the stars
