Sunday, December 18, 2005
- 11:35 am
and then im back, like a slap to the face that time your momma caught you stealing chocolates, just that right now its all different cos you can actually walk down to the nearest 7-11 and buy em, together with the previously forbidden coke and other totally random shite. the days havent exactly been dragging along- but the nights! god theyre terrible i cannot sleep, like shite! end up reading till late and lying about sending text messages to various people. and then there this chick im in love with and maybe in a bit ill let you know who it is.
like whoa! finally life is coming back to some sorta semblance of what it used to be. 2005 has been a fucked up year and im pretty glad to see the back of it. it really was an end of days when i broke up with good ol mansh, and then when james had to go but things are starting to get back to how they should be; and im feeling everything i should and in a right way. pity how my last ex is such terribly bimbotic and without any semblance whatsoever of an intellect but hey! i guess thats a reason why i had to break up with her, among others. many many others but thats not important- at all! cos the past is sittin right there where it belongs; yesterday.
now what has happened to turn things around is that ive started scoring like never before in the entire time ive played soccer at the park. like whoamagod! its time to turn on the style. another thing is that im finally seein what gymmin should be doin to me. which is pretty brilliant.
the most important bit however is like what happened yesterday; i finally told this absolutely gorgeous girl that i was in love with her and i am i am i am lalala and we'll see how things go, because i love talking to her, i do i do, because shes brilliant! and im in love with her. ive never met anybody as brilliant since thenu so yeah; once again lets see how this goes.
ive hit some sorta momentary high which is a good thing because i really dont know. fuck i dont know what shes gonna say and when but till then cheers to living- fast, free and furious. ciao then.
fin
hit the stars
