Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
- 8:01 pm
i dont know. everything is so tiring, so pointless, so draining. and i dont know why i do what i do, just that every morning im that little bit closer to not waking up, and then im confused again, and i dont know.
you've only spent a second of your life my world is unaffected, there is an exit here i say it is and then it's true, there is a dream inside a dream, i'm wide awake the more I sleep you'll understand when I'm dead i went to god just to see, and I was looking at me saw heaven and hell were lies when I'm god everyone dies can you feel my power? shoot here and the world gets smaller can you feel my power? one shot and the world gets smaller let's jump upon the sharp swords and cut away our smiles without the threat of death there's no reason to live at all
if we examine the nature of life we find that it is full of inconsistencies and undefinable complexities that go against the very order of things. chaos theory, browns law, rules laid down by mankind as guidelines to go by in order to lead our lives in monotonous yet steady manners. we are crushed by the demands of the masses to conform, to become one of them, to slowly watch our own creative spark die out to become the logical yet boring mind of one who wants their life planned out without very many surprises. it is sad to think that this miracle of life, the intangible strands of human genius that lie about in that vast expanse known as the mind are all meaningless in a society that cares only for its progress as a whole, and not the progress of the individual. in a society where you are like no other, in a society where your constantly under pressure to conform to the wants of the people, when the simple truth is that you are the people, and the propagandist machinations of the caretakers lead us to believe that it is to our own good, to achieve prosperity, to make money, but ultimately leading to the decline and downfall of the human race. look at pollution. look at mass extinction. look at the world. look at us. it is a sad place without love, beauty, joy and friendship. but were going to change that.
i need chocolate.
thank you soni; i still have your kinder bueno :)
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