Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
- 9:41 pm
and trying to recreate images life gives us from the past and sometimes its a sad song but i cannot forget, refuse to regret so glad I met you and take my breath away make everyday with all of the pain that I`ve gone through and mama, I`ve been cryin cause things ain`t how they used to be
tum meri zindagi ho...meri jaan..meri soni
two simple words; and how theyve changed everything
tomorrow is another day; and im waiting for it to arrive with impatience- a lot of it, and only we know why.
depression
sweeps over like a great wave smashed to pieces on itself by the beach and then crawls up slowly on the sand like a hand moving, groping slowly up and up and then as if deciding to quit its already halfhearted attempt, retracts the tendrils of water that have over zealously spread forward and return to wholeness back in its vast expanse of unending emotion. youd love to have complete control over emotion; maybe of over riding facades; yet basal control will always evade you
and you get torn to pieces by the suppressed waves
sweet sin; kiss me
to go chasing shadows over blackened meadows and so living to learn nothing worse than to yearn to find emptiness in despair and then refusal to share emotion so brief was ever a spark but not a reprieve soon shut by the dark
so falls the leaf dead from the tree crisp; wrought with grief sail over the sea the greatest sailor was i yearning becomes my helmsman to sail to the sky like no other can and rest in his lap awash in the light fell out of the trap of lack of true sight to learn to believe and forget how to grieve with his almighty grace angels winged with lace
guide me to shore unvisited before and to me one and all come as i call come as i call to watch as i fall come as i call come as i call and break down the wall come as i call come as i call so death brings its pall yet i heed not its call still do i live by mine own light the soul of my heart doth shineth out bright and then i recall i was but my own no minion no thrall now come as i call
to arms against charms the devil he sets and away to the path you cast your own nets go back to the sea you sail evermore the tears on your face your feet are still sore
the wind of autumn blows leaf by leaf takes them away reminders of grief you stand by the lantern darkness in your chest soon to learn the words at your behest you are to be gone lost forevermore and then im alone to sail not to soar she asks for one last kiss; the wind in his ear, the very last kiss the very last year the last leaf in the tree standing out tall whispers to me come as i call come as i call come as i call the last kiss; he does not remember it anymore. come as i call come as i call thorns were his crown; yet we all fall down forgive me early; he loves you dearly
nobody like his beautiful soni.
and then i meet you; and its all fine again
meri soni
nothing gold can stay
mr lovva lovva
akesh*
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