Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Monday, July 18, 2005
- 8:07 pm
and yet today was too vivid to be a dream, too real. reliving every detail, of how time flew by, too fast to hold, even momentarily, memories, fleeting in and out of existence. seeing what i saw, and feeling what i felt and remembering everything- every detail, every line, every lash. and then sehnsucht.
longing
when things were simpler and lacked their undertones and various forms of innuendo, to when everything was as it was and left nothing to question. and then having it all come back- with sureness of step and resolve, to go into detail, brilliance unchained and thrown into form; radiant, luxuriant, beautiful.
not through lackadaisical whim, but through emotion, strong and pure, and to a higher calling. i found her; i found her high in the sky, my star, and i will dance about her as is to her desire and take care of her because she is a star- my only star, forever and never; and i have found her.
looking back at out at the black night through which a path i did cleave to return to dwelling, realising how strange it is to be away after time, and taking time to keep itself fresh in thought, the gentle scent of skin, long hair, and a softness about the eyes hard to find among the masses- such is its rarity; and to an extent, purity.
i dream of red and green and gold of colours free and manifold yet that none of it could ever hold as much beauty as been told
i dream of green and gold and blue colours of every strength, shine and hue still none of that is as true as simply put; a part of you
that i would keep every part and all rise from your sleep and come as i call
umi to makhe bhallo bashe
die liebe ist ein wildes tier, und ich ist der will
anyways its a shock to the system; sudden change and suddenly everything is coming back into perspective. today was a brilliant day; made so by certain variables, irrefutably so. we will see how fast things change; but do as you please, and refuse the pleas. i never knew how it was and soon it will change, if i am lucky, and yet the hours spent today just sitting down were the most meaningful ive ever had in my life, and for that..i dont know. i think i expressed it all before i left; and im glad things are working out the way they are.
du bist mein engel, und ich liebe du
you are my deliverance, because everything else is nothing, and my blood brother has lung cancer
nothing gold can stay
mr lovva lovva
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