Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Monday, June 27, 2005
- 9:31 pm
the crisis i cannot determine, or differentiate from the winds blowing through my head whispering, insinuating, shouting and tearing. do we return to older days, times when things with riddled with nothing and everything served to prove nothing. what was that never was, what is that will never be through sleight of mind and nothing by the hand to stay with us physically, a burden to be borne by nothing is no burden, and yet still weighs heavily, if only upon the mind.
i dont understand- and then i realise i do. we all know everything about why what happens and about ourselves. its just that some of us refuse to understand the what why when and how of the situation, instead choosing to be faced with the who of everything thats happening, and the result isnt always what you want to see because honestly? nobody really does know what they want to see even though they claim they might. we are all victims of consequence, still, consequence can be prodded along general directions in several small ways- think hard enough and you'll find it yourself.
follow direction amidst the clouds of general despair and then realise later when their soft undertones hit you- that they differ sharply in flavour, aroma and bouquet- like a fine wine, misery ages well, and then the difference can be drawn between woe, grief, misery, sadness, dolority, lugubrity and despair. all of the same and yet the hues, the rainbow of emotion down on the blue side.
i dont know, i never did. you'll figure it out eventually.
nothing gold can stay
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