Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Sunday, March 06, 2005
- 6:55 pm
; a denoument of the fundament
its 0240 and early sunday morning as i wait for 255 to swing by and proclaim the beginning of the match between real madrid and valencia at the mestalla. barca, in the meantime, are one up and im praying they concede; madrid need to take home three points today and with luck we'll be able to hack them down to at least five, or keep it at six.
its early morning and a hazy gloom covers everything outside my window, making me feel reassured to be inside. early morning, with the only available light emanated by dull gray lamp posts standing like sentinels over the road, and stars shining in dull fashion, without as much of the usual fervour, as though their souls are off seeking restitude, and i am possessed the sudden desire to fly and reach those stars; no i'm not. thats just trigger happy bullshit, just like everything and anything associated with the 'JJ Spirit'. the spirit in question is encompassant of all things shameless and stupid, and actually doesnt exist. as the last part of its strange assembly song goes, JJ spirit is a lie
or maybe it isnt. maybe its true. who cares? im leaving it anyway andll probably never hear of it again or be associated with it in any form; save for that mark on some testimonial or record far far away with the stamped letters JJC. or at least ill be discociated next year when all my dear friends have left the place and so decide not to languish in the horrid mire that is- everything around us bordered by groups of people, boring, ubiquitious bent on servitude of a nation willing to give nothing in return. the comfort of politicians and the rich on the backs of the masses. there are so many causes to be fought for in the world; why do we all give ourselves these small, cheap little ambitions like becoming a doctor or lawyer? why not devote our lives to the bigger cause; like those in greenpeace or the united nations for example; organisations with causes nobler than any other on earth, and woefully underfunded. dont come giving bullshit on how the vatican is possessed of the greatest servitors on earth when its very own subdivisions; the greek church has been found proven guilty of the most heinous charges of bribery, mob connection and others too grisly and obscene to be anywhere near deservant of mention here?
rise from the shallow mindset you've been delivered, and come to realisation of the things that really matter
shadows, trailing, like skraelings pon sea breeze on ships stern gentle tender as prow cuts buffets of wind and delivers them gently on its passengers and proponents
my gemini differential would compare this to a model parliament; and so would i.
live the cause, die the dream
nothing gold can stay
mr lovva lovva
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hit the stars
