Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Saturday, March 26, 2005
- 9:07 pm
we live in an overly romanticised world. when most people sit down to ponder the meaning of life; they are so shackled by their ignorance and too afraid of the truth depicting the very vissicitudes of their uselessness that they branch outwards in hopes of achieving some form of respite from this undying guilt. they go on to say that oh, the meaning of life can be found in the bloom of the first flower of spring or the tears of a virgin. i say fuck that. the answers are fairly obvious, and to shy away from it falls nothing short of ignorance although they may be forgiven for they are only human, and come with all forms of shortcomings. and no. the meaning of life doesnt rest in the service of god either. its all a load of trigger happy bullshit.
the very thought of us havng a soul is absurd. how can we as people rationalise that we humans have souls, but animals dont? its utter stupidity to believe anything more than the fact that we are nothing more than walking monkeys who mastered the art of survival, and together with brain development and certain habits (like staying in groups) furthered the cause and fathered the human plague on mother earth. i say the progeny of father time and mother earth is the human race, and should be more likened to a bastard child for all the treachery we have wrought upon the world.
each of us is nothing more than huge groups of small organisms working together to do something. we have intestinal cells to break food down and then is sent to other cells, like muscle cells, to maintain them and allow them obtain food to sustain these intestinal cells. its all a mutual benefit thing. our actions and emotions are characterised by hormones which have the effect of changing chemical secretions in cells and produces change to a large number of cells. adrenaline for example would make cells of the heart muscle move faster so as to protect the group of cells. they are merely moulded in our human shape, and so when the group of cells which form the brain dies, so does everything for they regulate all bodily functions. there is no heaven or hell, only blackness- the end. your mind is not a mind- its cellular function; electricity and nervous impulses. if a sustaining group of cells die- so do all the other cells; not you. just the cells you are comprised of. this you in general wouldnt refer specifically to a person, but to the group of small organisms living together to form a large organism. survival. thats what its all about.
but then again this is what i might or might not think, so just take it on the other side
im only going through the motions.
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