Saturday, January 22, 2005
- 1:22 pm
the past few days have been really hectic or slow, depending on how you look at it. i have been in an emotional slump, and have lost the mood for everything, a circumstance deemed inexplicable.
why have you forsaken me,
in your eyes forsaken me,
in your heart forsaken me?
events of the past few days have been disturbing, and to those of fragile mental constitution and fanatical soccer mentality, highly disturbing and potentially unhinging. so when you see that naked man running down the street with real madrid or liverpool colours on his butt screaming 'why god, why?!' before being led away by a) the police or b) (and this is only applicable if at night) led away by a group of transvestites smiling sinisterly, you should understand the fact that our poor friend is horribly upset about reals' loss to valladolid, or he could be sad about liverpool loosing to burnsley. a fantastic double. ugh. those events prompted me to believe that hey! god just might do the great treble, and singapore might loose too, but i guess he isnt that bad.
trust in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die
and indeed they do. in any case the second week of skool has passed, and its been long, hard and really really boring aside from the bouts of soccer occuring randomly, and being harangued and connived into joining the ICS. on a higher note, ive joined the ELDDS and the debating group, and we'll see what happens from there. another happy thing to note is that i am receiving valentines day cards, and the happiest bit (according to my twisted logic) is that i get to politely decline them, and in the more insistent cases, pretend to be gay and already have a date with a guy and so never see little ms insistent ever again. i dont want a valentine this year, or ever actually, because as ramya rightly pointed out, its quite a meaningless thing. when in doubt, look to the east on the morning of the third day of the war, and gandalf ramya will be there to answer all questions.
the strange thing about coldplay is that they make you feel. like really feel. music that seeps past whatever protection youve thrown over yourself against the wonderful things and ways of the world and makes you understand. i think they should be nominated for an OBE, for bringing chillout rock to places it has never ever been.
i havent acted for a long time, and this disturbs me. the essence of my being requires acting as a proponent to life, and throws me into withdrawal, although unlike those of the world cup in 2002 (which brazil won! and will win again in 2006).
yesterday i watched pirates of the carribean - and johnny depp is SO DAMN COOL as is the kohl around his eyes - his character was amazing, and i shall from now on look to that character for inspiration in everything i do. so fuckin cool. cant believe that woman went for that dumbfuck wuss orlando bloom instead of jack sparrow. captain jack sparrow.
god put a smile on your face
its early afternoon, and its a beautiful day outside.
if only it was the same inside
hit the stars
