Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay -robert frost-
Sunday, January 16, 2005
- 10:37 pm
there'll be more on the title later. right now its different all different. its so heartwrenching to see all your carefully laid plans unfurl and die before your eyes, making every single call, to the florist, telling them to cancel the flowers, to the hangout bar, telling them your cancelling your reservation and losing your nintety dollar deposit, and to the U2 ipod you specially ordered and now cant bear having it for yourself knowing it was going to be for someone else. for all your dreams which were smashed without much regard for the future or carrying on. stumbling and falling at that first hurdle in the race while everyone is cheering you on, but the person that matters the most has left; for good.
hell hath no fury like love spurned,
affection turned to hatred,
endearment to scorn.
even though its gonna crumble down,
break my heart,
i keep building till i die
so imma cry myself to sleep,
cry myself to sleep
when youve invested so much of your being into one thing, and suddenly its gone,
and everything suddenly seems so pointless, seems so redundant. but its the end.
and thats that. and its strange ruminating what life would be like without an outlet, an interactive repository for information that i have in the form of dearly beloved ramya.
anyway today i was at the singapore indonesia tiger cup match which we WON 2-1, and an overall aggregate of 5-2 against the favourites. i was up the whole way, shouting at the 'kayu' referee and - i really cant continue. i dont have any mood for this.
just throw it all away,
you let me down,
like everybody says,
you let me down,
write me off like yesterday,
you let me down,
id like to thank you,
it dint have to end this way.
or i guess your not good enough to be with me
whos the man?
the man in the middle
when i reminisce,
ignorance was bliss,
back in the days when the magic exist,
never be the same as it was,
cause the way it was,
was another day in the myth,
everything was free,
everything was fast,
never thought it wouldnt last,
when you got the mind of the man in the middle,
life is just a big fat riddle
its like love,
some people get it,
for some its a glove that just never fit it,
for me its just a pain in the ass,
but im addicted to the taste
of hoping it could last.
such a lonely world
nothing gold can stay
mr lovva lovva
akesh*
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