Tuesday, January 25, 2005
- 8:50 pm
i got back from skool today at eight; it was long; but by no means boring for the later part of the day. most of it was spent singing and wishing people happy birthday along with this new jingling song haha. the morning was so boring; we had so many periods but after that it was all fun; cos we had P.E at five, so nabil and i went and ran three rounds round the track; before joining in two different games of captains ball just for the kick of it. then we went down to the gym (and oh my god! i can do one pullup! as compared to my previous record of 0.25) and the best part is my 800m run; down from 4min15 to 3min30. gosh i amaze m'self. so we work out a while before joining nabils pe session and playing soccer; then going for mine at 1730 hours. we played basketball; but nabil and i went and did pull downs on the stupid volleyball net instead and were caught and told to run 2 more rounds; a punishment we gleefully accepted; running is actually quite fun. but nevermind all that. at the end of the day, skool still sucks.
shes a total blam-blam
actually no. there arent any total blam-blams around in sight anywhere. damn. everyday passes with a deeper sense of foreboding; and slower than ever. i feel empty; i have nothing to divert my emotional being into. nothing really truly matters anymore right now; nothing or nobody is in sight for this emotional fulfilment; every 24 hours is a mere mundane passing of hours, although somehow, i feel enriched and freed from; i dont know.