Friday, November 12, 2004
- 7:03 pm
owing to the fact that somehow, somewhere within the infinitessimal folds of time in the continuum of life, i found some spare minutes, i shall proceed at length to write stuff bearing no consequence to anything at all, whilst being relevant to everything. at an impasse? read on.
the gemini differential
is the latest mould out of the works, and it shall encompass exploration of wonderful wonderful split personality disorder.
the past few days have been so rip - and gawsh, is it just me, or are the o levels ending next week? so as shattered as my post o level plans might be, ill figure something out, like i been doing everyday of my life. nothing preplanned ever worked out for me - so lets see what happens and improvise.
improvisation; the most beautiful form, the true, unadulterated form of spirit
i cant wait for drama camp for the simple reason that itll make my drama depraved self whole again, and drama drama drama! i need drama. dramamama!
libertadore belleza!
so we had e math and a math (oh my jebus! they weren't that bad!) and we had biology which leads me on to another line on standing ovations for outstanding examiners, and the amazing powers of the aforementioned examiners in the art of totally screw-fucking-up their question on the eye. fanfuckingtastic! then there was that xylem question which i couldnt do until the last ten minutes. thank god the last three questions were what they were or id be dedd meat. or in my limited german, meaten das toten!
and so, after six years
today i woke up at seven thirty, changed out, sprouted wings and flew to the meritus mandarin hotel where i waited outside dr. sohs clinic for 15 minutes for it to open before going right in. all the nurses there are so nice. like this one who was talking to me and keeping me company for a while, until it was my turn. so i walked into the clinic, and before me were various instruments of torture, but they were also my release. release! sweet lovely release! as the instruments of the devil came off one by one from my teeth, and an hour later, my teeth felt like teeth after six long years. and then of course the feeling had to be ruined by the thought of going to RI and doing math, but i saw shumin for a while in RI haha, then had math. she navjote and zul were photocopying stuff or whatever.
is there anything left to say to you?
i dont know. i wish there was. and then, i dont.
strange.
like the lights high above your head, and you look up and you wonder, and then you shake your head, and think - its insignificant. but theyre not- theyre bigger than anything you or i will ever be.
its everything - and its nothing.
trust it all to my gemini differential.
hit the stars
